The Little I Know

So everyday, my eyes are being open to the realization of, “I really don’t know anything” and what I thought I knew if any is really “little” but it is a good place to be.Some may ask “well what do you mean you don’t know anything and how can that be good?” I say it’s good place to be, because you make yourself avaiable to be taught by God, your desire for him increases.If I don’t realise my need for him I won’t go after him expecially if I think I’m in a “good” place.In this place of realizing I need him my curiousity…hunger is stirred.But then hunger alone is not enough, I need to then eat and eating is a daily choise.

 

Thinking About

So I’m getting the hang of this thing called blogging, if I might say so myself, and I’ve put up new pictures on my “picture page” as it were. I’ve had a really long day not to mentioned that my sleeping patterns have changed, so now I’m up in the night again and end up going
to “sleep” as it were around 4 or 5 in the morning….sometimes I see every hour pass by, so I’ve been doing the shift from 12noon to 6pm for the last few days.
One thing I’ve come to realise is that I will miss Zhop when I go back to Canda, the community and the fact that everyone is going after on thing, and iron is sharpening iron as it were.

The phrase that been on my mind today is ” Living an intensional life” and what that means, so I was looking at the passage in Matthew 25 about the ten virgins and how so many times I fall into the catagory of the foolish, the lack of prepration and not living in the hour I’m in, think there is so much time still, when this is a late hour.

 

Pictures

So I have tried to upload Pictures and lets just say it didn’t go as planned.Trust me…..Not to mentioned the pictures tha I took aren’t the best.SO here goes I’m gonna attempt it again.

 

Today

Today has been a day that started off as one that was going to be overwhelming. Just overwhelmed by the thoughts of not even tomorrow but next month, when I go back to Canada. I have to really embrace the “Do not worry about tomorrow…” that Jesus talked about, and live each day for that day.
Is was also another sober encounter with God as so many have been down here.Sometimes when God speaks to your heart all you can do in cry, because nothing else seems to make sense to do, but cry as he makes himself known to you once again as he will so often do time and time again, not for His sake but ours.

 

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I wanna See it All

Today I started off the day thinking,” God I don’t want to miss any of you, I don’t wanna miss you.” To be so busy doing things, that I don’t see Him daily in the little things, in creation and even in situaitons that arise. To know his heart beat.
I’ve realised that a thankfull heart does not just come, it’s something we have to cultivate daily, and at times we’re so living in the next moment,(not saying that’s a bad thing) but we never enjoy the moment at hand, God blessings, grace, mercy,love, fullness…..now.
When living in the next moment or day takes away from a thankfull heart to God, I submit to you something is wrong, within us.

 

Time…….the one Word

I’ve just been thinking about how this word “Time” it’s just four letters but packs some major implications, if not used wisely.God spoke truth when he said redeem your time wisely, sometimes that’s all we have to give and if we don’t redeem it, someone else will use it for us.I’ve been in South Carolina, for the last two months and I can’t believe it passed so fast, and there’s only one more month to go before I head back to Canada….on that note I miss Canada. I’ve come to the realization that Canada’s home , it’s the place I call home. I don’t know if you’ll know what that means to me, it might seem strange to hear but being down here has awaken this within me. Time continues to tick away………..can you here it? Minute by minute… until we have a whole lot not accounted for.

 

This Thing Called Blogging

Well….blogging is not as easy as it seems……you have to think about what you’re gonna write and that is if you have anything to right. Well I’ve been fiddling around on this sight and I still can’t find my way around, the figuring out is not as easy.It’s Sunday night and this is what I’m doing…..looking at web sites for ideas and trying to understand this one.

 

Starting is always a good place to Begin

Well it’s 11:40pm exactaly 20min before a new day and for me a new year. I could be sleeping right now but I decided to attempt”for real” this thing call a blog.So far I’ve tried to upload pictures of me, with no success as you can all see, but then agian tomorrow is a new day.Hopefully I can keep this blog going, I don’t really like sending emails….give me a phone, far less keeping a blog up to date.