Listen to your Heart; The Eyes will Deceive

Well I’ve been home for the last week,ajusting to what I don’t know! It is different being here,things in me have changed and even though things have changed in others, it’s not the same.I’m really at a place of saying, Father just reveal the next step and in that place of waiting. My last season was one of running hard and intense to say the least.I was aware of God’s activity in my life in a daily way and now stepping into this season it’s different. I have to say I enjoyed the “wilderness” even though it was hard at times, I was aware of God’s presense and Him being at work in my life, on a daily basis.I love you’ll ( my family at Zhop) and miss you’ll lots.

So today was the first day being back in Canada that I went on the street..took the bus, walked through a mall, met with a friend. The experience was so overwhelming, it was like talking in to much to fast,it was like a shock to my system, on my way home I just wanted to be alone in my room, away from the noise, the business of life, the fast pace.For the last three months I have in some ways been hidden and coming out of that place; I’ve really noticed it more.Missing everyone at Zhop- and that place of hiddeness.

So I’ve been back in Canada for about 24hrs so far.I miss Zhop, and let me tell you tears flowed, but as I have entered a new season, not knowing what’s around the bend I hold on to the One who has taken hold of me. In this time of not knowing, He knows and is in control.To everyone at Zhop,thank you for the last 3months and the intense wilderness leg of the journey that I entered into with you’ll, and ran along side. The time passed so fast, I can’t believe I’m back in Canada, but I continue to run and surrender my will ( I lay it all down) to the one I love;The One whose eyes are like blazing fire, the Faithful and true witness.

So this just might be my last blog before I leave Zhop and am back on my way to Canada.It’s actually 1:05am on Wed 10th Jan, my day of departure.As of now I can say I’m at peace but Iwill miss being at Zhop – the family I’ve gotten to know over the last three months and have come to love. I will miss running the race with you’ll and running hard!I have indeed been among “iron” and have been sharpened in so many different ways, most of which, I will come to see in the days ahead.As I head into Canda, I am trusting in the Lord with all my heart and leaning not on my own understanding. Hopefully I’m come up and out leaning on my beloved.These three months have passed so fast and it’s been like whirlwind – intense to say the least but I would not have had it anyother way except to have been able to stay here longer.

It seems that one season has come to an end, so I say yes to the next season and choose to embrace it, like all of the rest creation does as the seasons change in the physical.